(Just Reality)

     Overthinking my pathway through life, when it comes down to finding the inner me. I'm lost, with my mind everywhere trying to figure out what is my purpose. I went from playing baseball, filming, and photography. I have been playing baseball my whole life. I started when I was at the age of ten. Even after college, I went to try out for a few independent baseball teams. Also, I reached out to a few teams overseas. I believe it's just a transition in my life where its time to do something new. Then I start to feel like it would be me giving up on my dreams. It's just so much I want to do, but I have to do things one at a time. My mind is so everywhere that's why I just go with the flow of life.    College was one of the moments in my life where being lost really hit me. Once you cross that huge stage, A question pops up. "what am I going to do next ?" is what we ask ourselves.  I answered my own question like, "I don't know man, you have been...

    Every year in the Dukes Foundation we intake intelligent, well talented young men graduating from high school. While moving a step higher and going away in different directions, these young men are beating the odds. Considering where they come from they do not let that distract their focus and determination to be better and do better. There are many people today doubting our young men in this world, telling us things that we are not capable of achieving. Graduating from high school is one of them. I agree there are not too many of our young men graduating from high school. We find ourselves getting caught up in the wrongs things, more so at a young age. This is either causing them to lose their lives or going to prison. As an urban kid growing up from the city I really can understand where they are coming from.     Now here I am, a college graduate from Lane College majoring in Mass C...

All you know is that you are trying to get in where you fit in. One thing about that is you are just lost & Don’t know which direction to go But you know what you want out of life. You just need to know how to get started, You just need to know which step to take first and How to reach out to those people that are willing to help. Better yet, We all want to know where to find the best crowd to place ourselves in. The answers we want them so bad that we start to go searching really hard for them causing yourself Stressing because you can’t find the answers. You start getting upset & burning down the bridges that are connected to your answers. You just not knowing that the answers may be right in your face & you are doing nothing but overlooking them. I learned you have to stay composed and just be patient, which we don’t have but being composed will lead you to your answer. What people don’t understand sometimes the answer will find you. Now for my story, I'm wan...

   Who knows you better than you know yourself? Time after time we ask ourselves who are you but can never find that out. Use your time wisely and find that out cause it’s very important to know who you really are. This world we are in today is like a wild jungle full of lions, tigers, and bears. there are really wild and vicious Animals, Which is us, humans. which one are you? There are times where we go through things and never have a person to vent to. it’s just so much anger, hurt and pain build up inside of you ready to let loose. This makes you become a person that’s ready to kill anything that’s in your way, having you to react instead of thinking about the situation before your actions. Which most of us do not choose to do when so much pain & stress just built up inside of you.      Then it goes to who can you trust to talk to. If this person can give you the best advice? Then you get to tell yourself. How can this person give me some advice w...

Happy Mother’s Day ❤️ It’s The Second Sunday in May, which is appointed for the honoring of mothers. Today is the day where we salute our strong women! All the mothers that are in the world today I want to say HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY! Us Males will never understand the struggles and hard times that you ladies go through. So today you should just sit back relax enjoy yourself and let your loved ones treat you for today. Just call it an off day because being a mom is a whole job, and your job is never done. It’s not like a typical 8-to-5 Job, It’s An Whole career. Mothers are responsible for so much and often goes without being appreciated. We may not know but mothers take their role seriously. Praying for her loved ones, guiding you and serving you as a beautiful reflection of God's unfailing love. So let us pray for you. Dear God, We come to you today wanting to say that we are thankful for all of the mothers in the world today. We know being a mother could become stressful at...

You want to know what’s so great about being a photographer or even being in the photographer field is that you get a chance to capture the moments. The special moments where you are being awarded for your accomplishments. Once you see the pictures you start to reminisce and think about that moment having a whole story to tell about it. You get a chance to just travel the world taking pictures. Site seeing different this catching snaps of the view of the world. It’s seems really easy to become a photographer. If you take pictures on your phone post them, either if you edit them in some way. You are considered a photographer. There is a lot of money in the photography field. It’s more to it than just taking pictures. You have to edited them add your tag in the pictures to let people know your brand. You should have a set price range for your customers because there are a lot of people in the world that love to have pictures of themselves or photos from a family events. Sports teams co...

There was a guy on facebook live that got shot directly in the head. First before i get deep into this story. the man is fine, he was on life support. it’s amazing that he is still alive. Taking a bullet directly to the head less than 3 feet away along with the significant blood loss. God is amazing man. They're saying he's talking and responding now. https://www.chron.com/news/houston-texas/houston/article/Court-records-Man-shot-during-Facebook-Live-post-12802267.php So on with the story. The guy name was Devyn Holmes. He was in his car with two of his friends. The shooter was sitting in the passenger seat. she started picking up the gun and started to play around with it. Pointing the gun around, pulling the trigger like she There was a guy on facebook live that got shot directly in the head. First before i get deep into this story. the man is fine, he was on life support. it’s amazing that he is still alive. Taking a bullet directly to the head less than 3 feet ...